poems by UAD

MISERY IS MY PLACE TO DWELL IN,
HAPPINESS IS JUST A FLEETING SIN,
A SMILE TO HIDE THE DEPRESSION ,
BUT INSIDE THERE'S NO ELATION,
ISOLATING MYSELF FROM THIS COLD WORLD,
NO ONE TO SPEAK TO OR TO HOLD,
THIS LIFE WILL FADE INTO THE DARK,
A NOBODY WHO NEVER LEFT THEIR MARK.

STUFF BY UAD

LIFE IS ALL ABOUT DEATH,
FROM UR 1ST TO LAST BREATH,
ONLY ONE THING IS FORE SURE,
THAT ONE DAY YOU'LL BREATH NO MORE.




I SCREAM IN ANGER AND IN PAIN,
BUT NO ONE CAN HEAR ME, SO I SCREAM AGAIN....

poems by UAD

CANT SEE IF I'M GOING FORWARD,
BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO LOOK BACK,
MY PAST IS HAUTING ME WHEREVER I GO,
BUT MY FUTURE SEEM BLACKER THAN BLACK,
ONE STEP FORWARD YET FEEL FURTHER AWAY,
IF I START TODAY WILL I EVER REACH TOMORROW.
BUT YESTERDAY SEEMS A BETTER PLACE TO BE,
INFRONT OF ME  A SCENE OF TEARS AND SORROW,
HAS I PREPARE FOR DARKNESS AND DEATH,
BEHIND ME ARE MEMORIES OF A LIFE I ONCE HAD,
NOW I FEEL MY LIFE IS STUCK IN LIMBO,
EITHER FORWARDS OR BACK MAKES ME FEEL SAD

poems by UAD

MY LIFE IS GOING NOWHERE,
BUT FOR THIS LIFE I DONT CARE,
ENDLESS DAYS OF DEPRESSION AND PAIN,
I KNOW MY LIFE WONT BE THE SAME AGAIN,
MY PROBLEMS HAVE WON I'M DEAD INSIDE,
I FEEL WORTHLESS I NEED TO HIDE,
ALL MY EMOTIONS FEEL SO NUMB,
WAITING FOR MY LAST BREATH TO COME.

my tatts

my back tattoo took 16 hrs 4x4hr sessions a dragon flying with bats over a waterfall my idea but created by my tattooist at bottom is a graveyard scene wit the words "nothing lasts forever" on it again my idea but tattooist work below is a pic of skull trying to escape from my skin my idea but tattooists handywork next is wording by myself "rejected by life welcomed by death"  next is skull clock saw and liked so had it tattooed next again my idea and wording but drawn up by tattoist for me "beautiful death" i wish lol this i spotted somewhere on fb but altered it to fit my style of tattoo's next these are lyrics from a song by "otep" loved em when heard em so had em tattooed on me next this was 2 seperate tattoo's i had made into 1 "deja vu" was a band i was in i played drums badly next is death in all his glory i really wante this so the scythe went over my ear told my tattoist my plan and this was result 1 of my best tatts well have lots more tatts just given u a selection so u can maybe get a feel to who i am thanx for looking  

UAD'S GOTH N STUFF

Hi anyone who's looking? this is my 1st attempt at blogging so if crap let me know? I met MAVIS/KAZ on a site last night and because we both do poems well she does i do crap stuff but said i should try putting some of my "crap stuff" on here so i am. A warning 1st my world is very dark and so is my "stuff" some poems and some drawing also some mixed but always about the darker side of life esp my life so explain a bit about myself to u..... am 47 love goth / metal music also tattoo's again mostly dark about 60 of em lol piercings about 20 and dying my hair, my hairs been dyed since was 15 so 32 years of dying it and stil got some left to dye lol so now u know a bit about me will leave u alone and put on some of my "goth'n'stuff" for u to browse thru at will any comments will be welcomed and replied to thhanx for looking mex