new old stuff from uad art

my art therapy has stopped now but has was collecting my stuff came across some old stuff most done while in hospital for 5 months well u gotta do summat so thought i would add them on here if u look hope u like UAD

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just an update on 'stuff' pic 1 is poem i wrote today in my art therapy group pic 2 and 3 are drawings i did a while ago and found em in 1 of my folders pic 4 is ME pic 5 is a 'project i did using various materials hence some colour not my usual style blood near rats is my own 'real blood' just to add affect lol UADx

                                                    ME UAD AND ART

artwork by UAD

JUST A SAMPLE OF SOME OF MY ART HOPE U LIKE ??

poems by UAD

LAYING NEXT TO MY POOL OF RED,
WAITING IN VAIN TO JOIN THE DEAD,
TO BE DRAGGED INTO THE BLACK,
NEVER WANTING TO COME BACK,
BUT THE COLD, THE FREEZING COLD,
TAKES ME OVER MY BLADE I COULDN'T HOLD,
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO FROZEN LIKE I DID THAT NIGHT,
MY BLOOD WAS RED AND MY BODY WAS WHITE,
WANTING TO BLEED MORE AND ESCAPE THIS LIFE,
YET THE DEMON COLD STOPPED ME HOLDING THE KNIFE,
I TRIED AND TRIED BUT MY HANDS STAYED FROZEN,
SO MY HEALING WOUND I COULDNT RE-OPEN,
MY IGNORANCE DIDN'T SEE THIS AS A SIGN,
THAT EBBING AWAY WAS THIS LIFE OF MINE,
NO PAIN I FELT JUST FELT COLDER AND COLDER,
IN A MOMENT OF WEAKNESS I REACHED OVER MY SHOULDER,
THIS BLOOD AND THIS LIFE MEANT NOTHING TO ME,
YET THE FREEZING COLD WOULDNT LET ME BE,
FEELING A FAILURE I CALLED FOR ASSISTANCE,
WISH I'D WAITED DIDN'T WANT AN AMBULANCE,
10 MINUTES OR SO LATER AND I PASSED OUT,
MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN OVER THERES NO DOUBT,
I LIVE IN REGRET ABOUT THE EVENTS OF THAT NIGHT,
SO CLOSE YET SO FAR AWAY IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT.

poems by UAD

THE LEAVE'S ARE FALLING FROM THE TREE'S,
THE WIND BLOW'S THEM AROUND AS IT PLEASE'S,
NOW THHE TREE'S ARE BARE AND ALL EXPOSED,
BRANCHES LOOK EERIE AS THEY SWAY IN THE DARK,
THIS IS A SCENE FROM MY FAVOURITE TIME OF THE YEAR,
AUTUMN INTO WINTER REFLECTS HOW MY LIFE HAS BECOME,
COLD, BLEAK AND GETTING DARKER EACH DAY,
COLDER THAN COLD NO LOVE HERE TO KEEP ME WARM,
BLEAK IS MY OUTLOOK CANT SEE NO FUTURE FOR ME,
DARKER THAN THE DARKEST WINTER NIGHT IS MY LIFE,
NO LIGHT IN THIS WORLD THERE'S NO SPRING OR SUMMER HERE,
JUST GIVE ME MY WINTER LANDSCAPES THAT MAKE ME WHO I AM,